My deepest, Darkest secrets...

Hey Fam! Welcome back to the blog and today I will discuss with you guys.... My Deepest, Darkest, and unknown to you guys, secrets! These will be things that people have said to me, things about me, and anything that is.... What was I talking about? Anyways, some of the topics I discuss are sensitive to me so they may not involve that humor I like to use... So yeah! Enjoy :)

1) A genuine fear of the dark: I've always been pretty afraid of dark places. I absolutely hate nighttime (Yes I do love sleeping like every scrub) but I just have seen to many scary stories... (Sad for scrub). I've never really liked the dark for some reason... which is very weird (Just like your face). On to the next one, on to the next one :)!

2) Speaking in public: "Please Mom I don't want to do this". Yep, that's me the might before a I have to do a presentation in school. I can't stand standing in front of a class (even when we can choose partners for the project) and talking to the them. I have anxiety (the next one) and I can't sleep the night before an oral presentation. I have been improving my anxiety a lot though so that's good. NEXT!

3) Anxiety: As I just said I have anxiety. I don't have any medical conditions if you might ask but I just get very tense in these types of situations: Public Speaking, Around people I don't know, when people are counting on me, ETC. I can't really be myself (I LOVE ME!) around people I don't really know.... Because I get nervous. NEXT ONE PLEASE!

4) My hair (this one is a joke): Yes guys my hair is a deep secret. Here's the reveal: it's living! Me & My hair chill every night. Netflix and chill that is.... (DAFLUFF?!). We have a great relationship (Friendship goals fr..). Here's another reveal: Everything I just said was not true. next!

I'm giving this one it's own section.

This insult genuinely pisses me off. It's when people insult people with the words "

Bisexual or Gay. This something I usually don't let get to me as a person and it really doesn't but I felt I should share it with the Fam. I have a history of people saying stuff like: you're a girl and are you gay? to me. Now I want to discuss because just today's at lunch I was sitting with the squad (YOICE!) and a kid (not gonna state names) says you used to be a girl. Now the first thing I'm gonna say is WHAT THE FLUFF... like who the fluff says that. I just annoys me so much. I'm the kinda person who laughs about that and makes an inside joke with my friends but I understand that some people could take very sensitively to that. This is a sensitive topic to me (not even my parents know..) and it doesn't bother me but it's stupid. That's all. Stupid. That's it. Stupid. That's what it is. I'm neither Bisexual or Gay which is obvious but..... people still use this as an insult. Like the Wtf (What the fluff). Now before anyone asks NO I'm not not being bullied. I'm in a very good place with myself... So yeah. It just annoys. It's one thing when me and my friends are playing around but for 3 years people have been "joking" about this (THIS IS A JOKE EVEN I KNOW THAT). I'm done with idiots. Get out of my life. I'm gonna stop now.

Thanks for reading the post guys! Remember this whole entire thing is very inconsistent (it like never happens) so don't give me sympathy!!! This post wasn't really as fun as my others but the next post will be great! Okay! Alrighty Fam thanks for reading and.... If your ever going through tough times remember I'm there for ya! Peace ✌️

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